A Long Awaited Fortuity

Well Hello there!

I get that it’s been a while since I sat down and spoke to you. Not like you missed it, but you know me and I’m full of myself. Life seems to have taken quite a turn, things that I never did foresee happening, happened, lovely events of course. While I was busy being lost and wandering, someone seems to have managed to have found me and wriggled their way in. An unexpected meeting, a not so-courteous exchange, a chat by the beach, a moment of blissful silence, and now a wonderful bond. You know how sometimes you could look for that one thing you desperately want, and only when you need it most can you not find it?? But then you give up looking for it, and you turn your mind away and go forth with life not needing it at all, and then one day , suddenly you find it! Right there, always where it should be, but you just never looked long and hard enough at that one place. This is somewhere along those lines. To describe him, well let’s see If I can do this.

Innocence. Beauty. Benevolence. Smiles. Laughter. Serenity. Special. Safety. Warmth. Love. Search. Strength. Pain. Walls. Guised. Truth. Eyes. Passion. Heat. A sweet dream. Companion. Life.

Well there you go! That’s all I’ve got. Maybe just the words, but I hope it says more to you. And YOU, if you’re reading this, well go ahead and call me stupid, but I see what I see and please let me see it.

Now to come to think of it, I seem to have forgotten what this post was about. But the point is, yes, I know life is not all smiles, and it seems like a whole lot more trouble at times, and you search and venture out into the unknown, get lost in the dark and struggle to find your way back. But wait; hold on, if you look too hard you won’t find it, because you’re just so wrought-up in your problems you can’t see past them. So take a moment maybe, calm yourself down, and just when you start living and you tell yourself “it’s alright you can make-do without”, it’ll appear, some divine interjection maybe, but I promise you it will. So just smile silly, takes the glum out of the days, and makes the burden lighter.