Come Closer

I don't want your kiss, when its so cold
Don't give me that smile, when you don't even know
What I want from you.

Don't touch my hand, don't hold it.
Don't like it when it feels so limp.
Where's all that warmth, where is all that you said you had??

Don't try and tell me , as if you knew.
Knew what I'm feeling, knew what I'd do. 
Why hide behind the words, hide behind the pain? 

Please come closer, can't you see me? 
I'm standing here,
Don't go away, when you'll regret tomorrow.

Pick me, pick me, I'm naked and exposed.
Its scary and cold , but ill wait here. 
For you , ill be bold. 

Not that I don't love you, not that you don't , but it takes more than those words, 
Ill wait for you to show.

Patiently. I'll be waiting, don't have anywhere else I need to go. 

Slander

To tread on a path walked on before,
Fairly easy.
To make one all by yourself ,
Not as much.
Scared I'm going to be judged,
But should I care?
Call me names and stone me ,
For I will ,bear.
Sometimes it feels heavy,
The weight that you carry.
Having someone with you , it's nice
Help you through the journey.
Its funny how they say ,
"Be your own person!
Venture into the wild"
But when you do and come back,
Disgrace in their eyes.
So does that mean you were wrong ?
Does that mean you don't fight ?
Is it a choice I can make?
Or do they get to decide ?

Wander

Memories passing by ,
And then ,
Lost in the corners of my mind,
Will they be found again,
Or were they meant to hide?
How do I hold on to them? Please help me out.
There is one I don't want to forget,
Scared I just might.
His face so serene,The feeling so divine.
Looked into the vast spaces in me,
Said something so kind.
Innocence isn't what it seems to be .
A common man may tell you otherwise,
I think its what I see every second,
In those eyes, and that touch.
Unexplainable.
Can I hold on to this forever ?
Can I feel it all again ?
My heart beats fast,
I'm afraid I'll run out of time.