Wednesday, June 29, 2011

if

decisions to be made,
things to be chosen.
hearts to be broken,
friends to be found.
lives to be changed and,
things to be prioritized.

and all these light years apart.

what if I pick one and lose another,
what if all this is a game?
if you and i only exist
because of another.

wondering if there is a truth in all these lies,
a moment of silence in all this noise,
a reason to wake up,
a need to die.

if I just had the answers,
would I be happier,
knowing that I am in control.

maybe I can,
maybe I can't,
if I only think,
then I haven't done.

but for that moment of truth,
I still wait,
with hope in my eyes,
yet another day I wake.